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Expectations of My Mission Trip



  We were asked to write a blog about how we felt before leaving on this mission trip.  Here is what I'm expecting...

At the moment my only concern about this trip is the amount of money. I know God will provide the funds, I am not worried just unsure how to start fundraising. I trust God completely and can't wait to see how He will provide! I can't think of any other concerns at the moment. I am not really worried about anything at this point because I know God is driving and regardless to what happens I am not in control.

I am so excited to be going where God calls me! When God first called me to the World Race the destinations for April did not include China. A few days after I applied and got everything going God started talking to me about going to China. I just assumed that was where He was getting me ready to go after the World Race. The next day I looked at the World Race itinerary for April and it had just been updated; China was not only one of the new destinations but it is where we will be going the first month of our mission trip. I was so overwhelmed with God the moment I saw the update, it was the most powerful moment and statement He could have made. He showed me that He is going to make great things come from and through our mission trip in April. 

                I ask that everyone be praying for the funding needs of not only my mission trip but all missionary work. God is the most important element in life and I can't imagine not knowing Him! I could never live without my supply of God and I want everyone in the world to have the chance to love my Jesus as I do, so please also keep in prayer those that have yet to know our King. It is a tragic thing when someone dies not knowing God as their Savior, without prayer and funding many lost souls have no opportunity to find the Lord. Every Christian has a specific purpose in life and God shared that with us in Mark 16:15 "And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature." Prayer, funding, going and many other things fall into the category of "preaching the gospel", which I interpret as mission work. The last thing I ask you to pray about is how God wants you to "preach the gospel"! 

Our God is powerful if we set no limitations on Him but we as humans, setting limits come naturally.   I think the limit setting is something that will keep me from reaching my full potential on this mission trip. I sometimes forget and need reminded that God is the healer, protector and deliverer. Trust and belief that He can do a certain thing may leave my mouth but in the back of my mind I am thinking that is impossible. I know some people hate to admit it but we have all done this many times and that is limiting our God's power. I am working on overcoming the lack of faith through limitation that I have but I still have a ways to go! I really recommend a book by Bill Johnson that is on our reading list for this mission trip The Supernatural Power of a Transformed Mind it has been a great tool to overcoming limiting God.

I know God has great plans for this mission trip and I can't wait to see how He will change those involved and those we come in contact with. It may sound selfish but I am more concerned with how God will move in me than in anyone else. I want to see His power capture new hearts but I want those happenings to change me and develop me for God in ways I never knew possible. I want to know God better so that I can mission better. I have yet to reach my full potential for God, I don't many people that have, but that is part of why I am going on this mission trip.



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How I was Called to the Mission Field



The other day my computer crashed at work and I was furious!! I had so much work to get done and no way to do it; because my computer holds the key to everything I do at work. I tried and tried to get it started up again by myself, but no go. A few hours went by and finally, I came to the realization that I couldn't fix my computer; because I had no idea what was wrong with it, so I had to call in some help from the IT department. As the gentleman was looking at my computer he said "WOW, Have you been trying to fix this yourself? It is totally messed up!" I had to fess up, "Yeah. I thought I could fix it by myself." He laughed at me and said "that always just makes things worse." It took him just a few minutes and my computer was just like new, I was so excited. Then when I got to looking it was really, JUST LIKE NEW, as in all my documents that I had saved were gone. I started to freak out AHHH!! In the end I just had to start all over and save new documents to replace the missing old ones...fixing mistakes that I never saw before.

That little scenario made me think of how I try so hard to accomplish things on my own without God's help. I get so worked up trying to make the things I want, come true, and forget all about God while He gets all dusty on the back shelf. When I finally give up, God is still waiting patiently on that shelf in the back for me to ask for help. Sometimes it is a big relief when He takes control but then other times when He starts taking away the things in my life "I" think I need, I start freaking out! "God what have you done!?! Give me that back!" When He says "no" I start to look at the things He has taken away from me and I see so many mistakes.

"Why couldn't I see those things before, God?" God quickly replies "Because you were so blinded by selfishness." After He spoke those words to me I began to analyze other aspects of my life. Then I began to ask questions "What am I doing here at my job for you God?" " What glory do you receive from me while I fill out paperwork?" God's reply brought me to tears immediately... "Nothing" I fell down on my knees and began praying for God to show me how I could serve Him. He asked me to give Him my life again. I wasn't aware that God ever stopped having my life? So I was slightly confused... "What? God...I am Yours?" God showed me my life, and He was right...I wasn't His anymore. I have drifted away to what I want not what God wants. 

In June 2009 I rededicated my life to God. This past Thursday, God answered my prayer and has shown me what steps to take in my new "God centered life". He has asked me to take a leap of faith and give up all I have and know to go on an eleven month mission trip in April 2010. I have a rather large chunk of money to save up for the trip so I ask that you all send up a few prayers for me as I take on the next few months of fund raising. Yeah crazy I know, this all came about because my computer messed up three weeks ago. God works in mysterious ways!
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